Let the River Run.....and the Dreamers dream.....
On a Monday morning in May, exactly one week after our last court appointment, I woke up from the dream below:
Mind you, that for the past week or two I had been having intermittent dreams of middleton and I meeting. And in our meeting, middleton would tell me what a mistake he had made and how regretful he was. And he would tell me of his desire to begin a relationship with me anew.
And I would sit next to him, trying to use my best comforting voice as I explained to him that I understood. And that I was just as sorry as he was.
That there was a time that whatever our problems were they could have been worked out. But that at this point, a union between us would require a lot of work on his part because I am far removed from the person that he left. And his getting to me now would require so much work on his part. Work that I just was not sure he was prepared for or aware of.
And the dream would fade with Glenn reiterating to me that he was ready, and me telling him that I didn't think so.
Mind you, that for the past week or two I had been having intermittent dreams of middleton and I meeting. And in our meeting, middleton would tell me what a mistake he had made and how regretful he was. And he would tell me of his desire to begin a relationship with me anew.
And I would sit next to him, trying to use my best comforting voice as I explained to him that I understood. And that I was just as sorry as he was.
That there was a time that whatever our problems were they could have been worked out. But that at this point, a union between us would require a lot of work on his part because I am far removed from the person that he left. And his getting to me now would require so much work on his part. Work that I just was not sure he was prepared for or aware of.
And the dream would fade with Glenn reiterating to me that he was ready, and me telling him that I didn't think so.