Fall of 2009: One Less Bell to Answer
On October 3, 2009 Glenn had arranged to come by our home and pick up the remainder of things he had left behind. (Meaning everything he had wanted that would not fit into her 600 sq. ft apartment.)
His emptying our house of furniture finalized for me that he was leaving; as I knew he was moving Dena into a house with him.
Yet, me being me, I even cordially helped him load everything onto the back of our Silverado. I really thought that once he saw her as I did, he would think differently about his actions, so there was no reason to fuss at the man.
But still, I missed the smell of him cooking grits and bacon on the weekends or running to the commissary on Saturday mornings to do the grocery shopping.
When he came over that day, I asked him questions I already knew the answers to; just to hear how well he could still "double speak" and lie. Some of the untruths Glenn told me that day included that Dena couldn't afford to move, she had a lease she couldn't break, and that he really didn't need the TV because she already had three of them.
Well, Dena didn't have to be able to afford to move- he was moving her! Nor did she have to break a lease if her lease was up or if Sadie or some other person was going to stay there awhile. And as for TV's - I knew that if she had three TV's they couldn't have been very big ones to fit within a 600 sq ft. apartment. But I just let him go on with his doublespeak, while I helped him load up the truck. For again, I already knew that he was moving her into a home because once again, she was boasting about her new good fortune on her My Space page.
I was also very sad that my husband told me that month that he was no longer paying our house note, but that he was now financing a 3 bedroom home for Dena.
As for the Why he left - Glenn never provided me one. He said I should know. Yet, even with everything I know, I only have suppositions. Only Glenn knows. Maybe there is no rhyme or reason. Maybe cupid shot his arrow, or midlife happened, or who knows what.
The Anatomy of My Divorce will seem unbelievable to some. Any thoughts on Jesse James and Sandra Bullock? Prince Charles and Camilla? Tiger Woods or Trump?
Incidentally, I am not the only one who Glenn speaks "Doublespeak" to; for he told his cousin this October 3rd weekend that he was "helping some friends move." But being a woman, she had the sense that this was him moving.
And at some point, when she questioned him about his behavior toward me, his "Doublespeak" came in handy again. For when she inquired as to his honor toward me, he paused and then told her, "I never cheated on Barbara while we were together."
She later told me that she knew there was something fishy in that statement and was hurt to have to think that her 'brother' was a cheating man. So I have tried not to intrude on her delusions about her brother. I miss talking to her now. She and I would sometimes have really fun conversations.
As for me, no doubt, I am moving on. Working very hard to keep my personal power and virtue intact. Remember, this song depicts things as they were in the Summer of 2009. If you want to know the songs of May 2011, then listen to the home page or go to May 2011.
His emptying our house of furniture finalized for me that he was leaving; as I knew he was moving Dena into a house with him.
Yet, me being me, I even cordially helped him load everything onto the back of our Silverado. I really thought that once he saw her as I did, he would think differently about his actions, so there was no reason to fuss at the man.
But still, I missed the smell of him cooking grits and bacon on the weekends or running to the commissary on Saturday mornings to do the grocery shopping.
When he came over that day, I asked him questions I already knew the answers to; just to hear how well he could still "double speak" and lie. Some of the untruths Glenn told me that day included that Dena couldn't afford to move, she had a lease she couldn't break, and that he really didn't need the TV because she already had three of them.
Well, Dena didn't have to be able to afford to move- he was moving her! Nor did she have to break a lease if her lease was up or if Sadie or some other person was going to stay there awhile. And as for TV's - I knew that if she had three TV's they couldn't have been very big ones to fit within a 600 sq ft. apartment. But I just let him go on with his doublespeak, while I helped him load up the truck. For again, I already knew that he was moving her into a home because once again, she was boasting about her new good fortune on her My Space page.
I was also very sad that my husband told me that month that he was no longer paying our house note, but that he was now financing a 3 bedroom home for Dena.
As for the Why he left - Glenn never provided me one. He said I should know. Yet, even with everything I know, I only have suppositions. Only Glenn knows. Maybe there is no rhyme or reason. Maybe cupid shot his arrow, or midlife happened, or who knows what.
The Anatomy of My Divorce will seem unbelievable to some. Any thoughts on Jesse James and Sandra Bullock? Prince Charles and Camilla? Tiger Woods or Trump?
Incidentally, I am not the only one who Glenn speaks "Doublespeak" to; for he told his cousin this October 3rd weekend that he was "helping some friends move." But being a woman, she had the sense that this was him moving.
And at some point, when she questioned him about his behavior toward me, his "Doublespeak" came in handy again. For when she inquired as to his honor toward me, he paused and then told her, "I never cheated on Barbara while we were together."
She later told me that she knew there was something fishy in that statement and was hurt to have to think that her 'brother' was a cheating man. So I have tried not to intrude on her delusions about her brother. I miss talking to her now. She and I would sometimes have really fun conversations.
As for me, no doubt, I am moving on. Working very hard to keep my personal power and virtue intact. Remember, this song depicts things as they were in the Summer of 2009. If you want to know the songs of May 2011, then listen to the home page or go to May 2011.